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Hi Everyone, Carolyn here . . . After starting to feel better again, focussing on living the life that is, rather than the life that was, I’ve done some backsliding. I’ve been feeling flat, very empty and uninspired to do anything at all, so I’m not. I feel like I’ve had an amputation, like a big piece of me is missing. 

I’m over-the-moon grateful that Michael is once again radiant, with joy-filled enthusiasm and passion as he explores his limitless new reality . . . and I’d like to say that that washes away my missing his physical presence, but it does not. Not in the slightest. I miss our deep conversations on life . . . I miss cuddling in bed on these cold winter nights . . . his quick wit and sense of humour. I miss his calm and steady presence . . . and holding his hand. We were extremely close, happily living in each others pockets and very seldom apart. I miss my ordinary life with my extraordinary husband.

Although we knew that attachment impedes growth in consciousness, we both admitted that we were very attached to each other. Very. I ponder how one can have a relationship such as ours and not be attached. Something I’ve yet to learn. As I look back at all the trauma and heartache I’ve experienced in my life, it’s all had its roots in attachment. Every single one. Clearly a core issue of mine. 
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Hi Everyone, Carolyn here . . . After starting to feel better again, focussing on living the life that is, rather than the life that was, I’ve done some backsliding. I’ve been feeling flat, very empty and uninspired to do anything at all, so I’m not. I feel like I’ve had an amputation, like a big piece of me is missing.

I’m over-the-moon grateful that Michael is once again radiant, with joy-filled enthusiasm and passion as he explores his limitless new reality . . . and I’d like to say that that washes away my missing his physical presence, but it does not. Not in the slightest. I miss our deep conversations on life . . . I miss cuddling in bed on these cold winter nights . . . his quick wit and sense of humour. I miss his calm and steady presence . . . and holding his hand. We were extremely close, happily living in each others pockets and very seldom apart. I miss my ordinary life with my extraordinary husband.

Although we knew that attachment impedes growth in consciousness, we both admitted that we were very attached to each other. Very. I ponder how one can have a relationship such as ours and not be attached. Something I’ve yet to learn. As I look back at all the trauma and heartache I’ve experienced in my life, it’s all had its roots in attachment. Every single one. Clearly a core issue of mine.
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And since a universal truth is ‘everything changes’, attachment can do nothing but eventually bring heartache. Even as we let go with one hand, we are often grabbing back on with the other. And it’s not just people we get attached to . . . we get attached to beliefs, to ideas, to perceived needs and wants and the way we think things and people should be to hold our stories together. We identify so strongly with our personhood . . . with the material world.

I’m pretty sure many of us are dealing with change . . . with letting go right now. The Light that is currently flooding our planet is activating DNA codes that are flushing out trauma, and often it’s trauma buried deep, that people do not want to consciously deal with. I just heard we’ve had 60+ X-class solar flairs since the beginning of this year. Solar flairs are powerful bursts of electromagnetic radiation, and X-class are the strongest. By comparison, we had no X-class flares in 2018. Because everyone is exposed to this, people are not able to so easily stuff down their issues as they rise to the surface. But we cannot bypass our inner-work. I can’t help but feel I’m not the only one dealing with layers of attachments right now . . . and to be free, we must transcend our emotional attachments and experience divine neutrality. 

Michael had a good analogy for attachment. He said that if you have a dog tied to a table, and you go to the door and call the dog to come, to go for a walk, how far will the dog get? He may drag the table to the door, but he won’t get out the door. Yet, as clearly as we both knew attachment was not for our highest good, we still experienced it with each other. 

And knowing something, without living it, is completely useless.

 Attachment is based in fear . . . fear of loss . . . and wherever we are vulnerable, life will find a way to confront us with it. And for me, letting go of attachments has presented itself over and over again. Each time stronger and stronger. I must be a tough nut to crack! :)

And since a universal truth is ‘everything changes’, attachment can do nothing but eventually bring heartache. Even as we let go with one hand, we are often grabbing back on with the other. And it’s not just people we get attached to . . . we get attached to beliefs, to ideas, to perceived needs and wants and the way we think things and people should be to hold our stories together. We identify so strongly with our personhood . . . with the material world.

I’m pretty sure many of us are dealing with change . . . with letting go right now. The Light that is currently flooding our planet is activating DNA codes that are flushing out trauma, and often it’s trauma buried deep, that people do not want to consciously deal with. I just heard we’ve had 60+ X-class solar flairs since the beginning of this year. Solar flairs are powerful bursts of electromagnetic radiation, and X-class are the strongest. By comparison, we had no X-class flares in 2018. Because everyone is exposed to this, people are not able to so easily stuff down their issues as they rise to the surface. But we cannot bypass our inner-work. I can’t help but feel I’m not the only one dealing with layers of attachments right now . . . and to be free, we must transcend our emotional attachments and experience divine neutrality.

Michael had a good analogy for attachment. He said that if you have a dog tied to a table, and you go to the door and call the dog to come, to go for a walk, how far will the dog get? He may drag the table to the door, but he won’t get out the door. Yet, as clearly as we both knew attachment was not for our highest good, we still experienced it with each other.

And knowing something, without living it, is completely useless.

Attachment is based in fear . . . fear of loss . . . and wherever we are vulnerable, life will find a way to confront us with it. And for me, letting go of attachments has presented itself over and over again. Each time stronger and stronger. I must be a tough nut to crack! :)
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A SECOND MESSAGE FROM MICHAEL . . . 
Hi Everyone, Carolyn here. After Manfred's first message from Michael was posted, I got a lot of feedback from people who knew Michael best, saying that they absolutely felt him in the transmission, as did I, or I would not have posted it. I recently received a second message (again in German, put though a translation program) in which Manfred says, "I would like to send you a message here, but it is now a little more difficult to read. Normally I can only translate the text in simple language for the first 6 to 7 days after the transfer, then it usually becomes more complicated as my brain has problems with the visual translation. Nevertheless, many thanks to Michael and my spirit guide for their efforts to provide us with an update.” . . . And many thanks to you Manfred, and your guide, for providing us with another message . . . and of course to Michael, my beloved . . . always the teacher! 
“It is really easy to get into this level of reality here, here in our world. Trust that you can talk to everything - with the moon, with the sun, with the universe, with the earth. You can also talk to all entities. You can talk to anything you want. You can make contact with anything and at any time, remember that.
We are always one. Would you like to see more pictures? That may be true, but your brain will not be able to translate these images quite as I see my reality here.
Dear Manfred, even if you don't quite believe it now, I, Michael, am actually here. A big thank you, of course, to your spirit guide Isagnuel, who maintains and can maintain the connection directly here.
It is very easy for entities from the spiritual world to make contact. For people it is perhaps a little more complicated. I no longer see myself as a human being. I am here in a level of reality where you really have to switch off your mind as you know it as a human being.

A SECOND MESSAGE FROM MICHAEL . . .
Hi Everyone, Carolyn here. After Manfred`s first message from Michael was posted, I got a lot of feedback from people who knew Michael best, saying that they absolutely felt him in the transmission, as did I, or I would not have posted it. I recently received a second message (again in German, put though a translation program) in which Manfred says, "I would like to send you a message here, but it is now a little more difficult to read. Normally I can only translate the text in simple language for the first 6 to 7 days after the transfer, then it usually becomes more complicated as my brain has problems with the visual translation. Nevertheless, many thanks to Michael and my spirit guide for their efforts to provide us with an update.” . . . And many thanks to you Manfred, and your guide, for providing us with another message . . . and of course to Michael, my beloved . . . always the teacher!
“It is really easy to get into this level of reality here, here in our world. Trust that you can talk to everything - with the moon, with the sun, with the universe, with the earth. You can also talk to all entities. You can talk to anything you want. You can make contact with anything and at any time, remember that.
We are always one. Would you like to see more pictures? That may be true, but your brain will not be able to translate these images quite as I see my reality here.
Dear Manfred, even if you don`t quite believe it now, I, Michael, am actually here. A big thank you, of course, to your spirit guide Isagnuel, who maintains and can maintain the connection directly here.
It is very easy for entities from the spiritual world to make contact. For people it is perhaps a little more complicated. I no longer see myself as a human being. I am here in a level of reality where you really have to switch off your mind as you know it as a human being.
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I am now understanding more and more that it is an inner understanding and recognition. Why is it difficult from the perspective of the human mind to talk about the other level of reality, that is, the level of reality after material death? Because this is a level of reality that cannot be translated in the slightest with the mind, the human brain and what is experienced on earth.
It is a different world of divided personalities. You withdraw into your higher self. And in this you represent the pure one hundred percent of your self, which enables you to communicate, live and grow here in the other worlds of reality. But there are still many partial aspects of you. And now it starts to get a little complicated. Because these partial aspects exist in different partial lives, they exist simultaneously and go back to your higher self bundled with their experiences. It is comparable to the group soul of an animal.
I see the group soul of a wolf here. This soul of the wolf consists of many wolf energies and these return to a main energy form. This main energy of this group soul is again a part - and now it gets complicated again - a part of us. And therefore parts of us can communicate with this energy form of the wolf.
Or I now concentrate on my garden. Ha, I still say my garden..... Dear Carolyn, it is your garden..... it is your garden! But at the same time it is my garden, it is all of our garden. I connect partial aspects of myself with the natural beings of this garden. However, this garden looks completely different in the metaphysical world. I am also a part of it, but I still have my own self.
I am my higher self as we have always described it during my lifetime. I withdraw into my higher self, but can enter into all partial aspects of my self at any time and am then connected to all other aspects. This is the case with the entire animal world, with the entire plant world, but also with all of humanity.
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I am now understanding more and more that it is an inner understanding and recognition. Why is it difficult from the perspective of the human mind to talk about the other level of reality, that is, the level of reality after material death? Because this is a level of reality that cannot be translated in the slightest with the mind, the human brain and what is experienced on earth.
It is a different world of divided personalities. You withdraw into your higher self. And in this you represent the pure one hundred percent of your self, which enables you to communicate, live and grow here in the other worlds of reality. But there are still many partial aspects of you. And now it starts to get a little complicated. Because these partial aspects exist in different partial lives, they exist simultaneously and go back to your higher self bundled with their experiences. It is comparable to the group soul of an animal.
I see the group soul of a wolf here. This soul of the wolf consists of many wolf energies and these return to a main energy form. This main energy of this group soul is again a part - and now it gets complicated again - a part of us. And therefore parts of us can communicate with this energy form of the wolf.
Or I now concentrate on my garden. Ha, I still say my garden..... Dear Carolyn, it is your garden..... it is your garden! But at the same time it is my garden, it is all of our garden. I connect partial aspects of myself with the natural beings of this garden. However, this garden looks completely different in the metaphysical world. I am also a part of it, but I still have my own self.
I am my higher self as we have always described it during my lifetime. I withdraw into my higher self, but can enter into all partial aspects of my self at any time and am then connected to all other aspects. This is the case with the entire animal world, with the entire plant world, but also with all of humanity.
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But with people themselves, there is a limit. I cannot put myself directly in the shoes of the individual person. I can only communicate with their respective higher self, and there is actually a limit here. And now, my dears, understand that every person has their own will and that is actually the case. You are connected to your higher self, with all of its partial aspects, but at the same time you are an independent being, which is and remains independent until you return completely to your own individual origin. That is the fascinating thing that makes it very exciting here and that is why you can continue to grow here in the metaphysical world.
Because I can go into all of the partial aspects of everything and can collect the experiences, I can read them, I can make them my own and can also lead parts of my self back into the entities in the energy form of the other partial aspects. That is very exciting here. I am just trying to translate it so simply that it is somehow understandable in your human brain. Because what I saw during my lifetime in the metaphysical journeys was also a translation of my mind, which was able to translate it for you in a simplified form in the books. But, having returned to the actual higher self - to the actual I, everything is much, much different.
It is actually different, it is true, it is the case that you can no longer use your human brain here. Because the individual levels of reality are such that I can be in different places at the same time. I can experience them at the same time. I can visit many friends at the same time, but remember that every being, there are different entities here too, has its own I. This own I has its own rights. We can communicate with each other, but we cannot influence the other. If I influence myself, the other person senses my experiences. But it is his decision to accept this and we sense all experiences that arise on earth, for example. We sense all experiences of all the entities, of the entire universe. And this universe is relatively easy to understand here. But not from the human perspective, because this universe does not consist of infinity, but rather it consists of a superimposed,

But with people themselves, there is a limit. I cannot put myself directly in the shoes of the individual person. I can only communicate with their respective higher self, and there is actually a limit here. And now, my dears, understand that every person has their own will and that is actually the case. You are connected to your higher self, with all of its partial aspects, but at the same time you are an independent being, which is and remains independent until you return completely to your own individual origin. That is the fascinating thing that makes it very exciting here and that is why you can continue to grow here in the metaphysical world.
Because I can go into all of the partial aspects of everything and can collect the experiences, I can read them, I can make them my own and can also lead parts of my self back into the entities in the energy form of the other partial aspects. That is very exciting here. I am just trying to translate it so simply that it is somehow understandable in your human brain. Because what I saw during my lifetime in the metaphysical journeys was also a translation of my mind, which was able to translate it for you in a simplified form in the books. But, having returned to the actual higher self - to the actual I, everything is much, much different.
It is actually different, it is true, it is the case that you can no longer use your human brain here. Because the individual levels of reality are such that I can be in different places at the same time. I can experience them at the same time. I can visit many friends at the same time, but remember that every being, there are different entities here too, has its own I. This own I has its own rights. We can communicate with each other, but we cannot influence the other. If I influence myself, the other person senses my experiences. But it is his decision to accept this and we sense all experiences that arise on earth, for example. We sense all experiences of all the entities, of the entire universe. And this universe is relatively easy to understand here. But not from the human perspective, because this universe does not consist of infinity, but rather it consists of a superimposed,
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Therefore, it is also true that when someone leaves their body, it is actually not possible for very long, according to human time, to make contact with them in a simple way. Because this first level of reality is still tied to the earth, but depending on the level of development, it can very quickly go into other, deeper levels of reality, so that it will usually be difficult to make direct contact here with someone in your material world.
...But it is possible to do this with a certain tech Because remember, we have not died in the sense that I am here, I look down on myself, I look at all the other beings here.
I look at everything, it looks different - it is fascinating. It's like when you fly to another country, get off the plane and everything around you is different. The people are a little different, the plants are different, the animals are different. Yes, you accept it and so they are a little different. And so, my dears, it is wonderful and it is a small, a very small part of what I can tell you here right now, because there are so many facets in so many levels of reality. Going through them is a very exciting task.
I also have to learn that I can perceive all of this at the same time, I can experience it at the same time. I still have a bit of a sense of time, but it is fading away a lot. I have settled in very well and have a lot of helpers here. It is also very good here if you are open and accept that you can let go of your past. It is always easier that way. But it is still difficult to visually transfer the colors and the illusion that you humans have on earth to the metaphysical world, because it is a completely different perception and it is a lot of fun!
But I also understand more and more why so many beings want to come to earth, because it is much easier to grow quickly and develop further. The courage that one has to develop on earth is immense compared to how it is here. There is a lightness here. It is really a lightness that one cannot actually imagine as a human being - it is pure being.
It is also fun to share my ideas and my aspects with you directly from the deepest source of the metaphysical realm.
with love, Michael" 06/28/2024

Therefore, it is also true that when someone leaves their body, it is actually not possible for very long, according to human time, to make contact with them in a simple way. Because this first level of reality is still tied to the earth, but depending on the level of development, it can very quickly go into other, deeper levels of reality, so that it will usually be difficult to make direct contact here with someone in your material world.
...But it is possible to do this with a certain tech Because remember, we have not died in the sense that I am here, I look down on myself, I look at all the other beings here.
I look at everything, it looks different - it is fascinating. It`s like when you fly to another country, get off the plane and everything around you is different. The people are a little different, the plants are different, the animals are different. Yes, you accept it and so they are a little different. And so, my dears, it is wonderful and it is a small, a very small part of what I can tell you here right now, because there are so many facets in so many levels of reality. Going through them is a very exciting task.
I also have to learn that I can perceive all of this at the same time, I can experience it at the same time. I still have a bit of a sense of time, but it is fading away a lot. I have settled in very well and have a lot of helpers here. It is also very good here if you are open and accept that you can let go of your past. It is always easier that way. But it is still difficult to visually transfer the colors and the illusion that you humans have on earth to the metaphysical world, because it is a completely different perception and it is a lot of fun!
But I also understand more and more why so many beings want to come to earth, because it is much easier to grow quickly and develop further. The courage that one has to develop on earth is immense compared to how it is here. There is a lightness here. It is really a lightness that one cannot actually imagine as a human being - it is pure being.
It is also fun to share my ideas and my aspects with you directly from the deepest source of the metaphysical realm.
with love, Michael" 06/28/2024
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Hi Everyone, Carolyn here. It was mentioned to me the other day that there are people who have commented about Michael’s passing in a way that reduced or judged him. In what way I do not know, but their expectations of how Michael should have transitioned, as a spiritual teacher, were obviously not met. 
Michael and I pondered why so many spiritual teachers chose cancer as a vehicle with which to leave their bodies. I remember Gangaji speaking of her teacher, Ramana Maharishi. In his final days with cancer there were moments when he cried out in pain, and she said there were those who questioned that, as if it lessened him. She told this in a way that expressed her subtle amazement at this reaction. I remember this rather well, possibly because decades later I would feel amazed at the same thing.
How we ‘die’ is not nearly as important as how we live. Michael lived a brilliant life of service with a deep commitment to humanity. Of course we are entitled to our own feelings, yet would it not be kinder to remember him in a Loving way? 
Michael, himself, would let any judgement of him roll off his back like water off a duck. But I’m humble enough to admit I felt sadness at hearing this. It came from someone (or someones) in our family of the heart. I know it’s not the first time he’s been judged, far from it. It is part of the experience of being a teacher. Not everyone agrees with you and that’s okay, they don’t have to. 
But I’ve always felt judging, anyone in any way for any reason, defines the person who is judging far more than the person who is being judged. As soon as we expect someone else to be who we think they should be, we have not made peace with this person, so we have not made peace with ourself. All One. Is it not better to ‘live and let live’ . . . just bless them and walk away from people whom we do not resonate with? To me, that’s choosing Love. Something to ponder. 
I was going though writings the other day and came across this . . . which, although not marked as such, I’m pretty certain Michael dictated to me:
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Hi Everyone, Carolyn here. It was mentioned to me the other day that there are people who have commented about Michael’s passing in a way that reduced or judged him. In what way I do not know, but their expectations of how Michael should have transitioned, as a spiritual teacher, were obviously not met.
Michael and I pondered why so many spiritual teachers chose cancer as a vehicle with which to leave their bodies. I remember Gangaji speaking of her teacher, Ramana Maharishi. In his final days with cancer there were moments when he cried out in pain, and she said there were those who questioned that, as if it lessened him. She told this in a way that expressed her subtle amazement at this reaction. I remember this rather well, possibly because decades later I would feel amazed at the same thing.
How we ‘die’ is not nearly as important as how we live. Michael lived a brilliant life of service with a deep commitment to humanity. Of course we are entitled to our own feelings, yet would it not be kinder to remember him in a Loving way?
Michael, himself, would let any judgement of him roll off his back like water off a duck. But I’m humble enough to admit I felt sadness at hearing this. It came from someone (or someones) in our family of the heart. I know it’s not the first time he’s been judged, far from it. It is part of the experience of being a teacher. Not everyone agrees with you and that’s okay, they don’t have to.
But I’ve always felt judging, anyone in any way for any reason, defines the person who is judging far more than the person who is being judged. As soon as we expect someone else to be who we think they should be, we have not made peace with this person, so we have not made peace with ourself. All One. Is it not better to ‘live and let live’ . . . just bless them and walk away from people whom we do not resonate with? To me, that’s choosing Love. Something to ponder.
I was going though writings the other day and came across this . . . which, although not marked as such, I’m pretty certain Michael dictated to me:
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"My soul knows better and is taking me where I need to go, even if it feels like chaos to my mind’s desire for solid, reliable answers. . . . and to remember what is timeless and deathless. There’s no end, no closure, no resolution, no certainty, and wishing it were otherwise only brings suffering."
Michael’s consciousness was expanding into new horizons as he prepared to lay his body aside. Whatever realm or reality he now finds himself in, is very blessed to have him, and I’m sure ‘how’ he transitioned carries absolutely zero importance. I hope it does for you, too. 
The below quote was always one of Michael's favourites. Please be kind. Be compassionate. Choose Love. I Love you all very much (. . . even if you judge! 🙂 . . . how could I not? . . . you’re my very own Self. 
Hugging you with all the Love in my heart, Carolyn 💜

"My soul knows better and is taking me where I need to go, even if it feels like chaos to my mind’s desire for solid, reliable answers. . . . and to remember what is timeless and deathless. There’s no end, no closure, no resolution, no certainty, and wishing it were otherwise only brings suffering."
Michael’s consciousness was expanding into new horizons as he prepared to lay his body aside. Whatever realm or reality he now finds himself in, is very blessed to have him, and I’m sure ‘how’ he transitioned carries absolutely zero importance. I hope it does for you, too.
The below quote was always one of Michael`s favourites. Please be kind. Be compassionate. Choose Love. I Love you all very much (. . . even if you judge! 🙂 . . . how could I not? . . . you’re my very own Self.
Hugging you with all the Love in my heart, Carolyn 💜
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